I and the old man's story 后面中文

I am from Chongqing, a boy who loves his father. When I was young, my neighbor aunt always said I looked like my sister, like a beautiful girl. At that time, my family was relatively poor. My Sister, my parents, and my family of four lived in public rental housing of less than 30 square meters. Starting from Primary School, my mother and sister slept in one room, while my father and I slept in another small room, i always share a bed with my father. When I was in the third grade of primary school, I always liked to play in the playground after class. Once when I was climbing the pole, I suddenly felt a strange pleasure when my penis was rubbed against the pole, during recess, I played with climbing poles, intentionally or not, and since then, I've learned to masturbate without instruction, even though I couldn't ejaculate at the time.
An experience that changed my life. It was the fourth grade, and I was already very tall, and my father and I slept head-to-toe in order to sleep more comfortably in a 1.2-meter single bed, and one night, i dream of my father and I met the flood in the wild, father floating in the water, I pulled father's feet in the back, and then climbed up to ride on the father, along with the flood drifting, at this time I tightly held father... ! ... wake up in a dream, found himself really holding his father's legs, his father is snoring asleep, my lower body feel a damp heat, I had a wet dream! This is my first ejaculation... ! After this, the worship of my father turned into a fetish, so that I even more like to play climbing pole, often while slowly climbing, while fantasizing about holding my father's leg... ...
Since then, I began to fall in love with his father's feet and all his father, always hope I R a girl, and his father can live together forever. As I got older, I felt more and more guilty about my deformity, but I got deeper and deeper into it. I began to like impersonating women, often when no one was home, sneaking in my sister's shoes, skirts, bras, and other feminine items, and imagining myself as a weak girl, doted on by older men like my father, until I graduated from high school.