Wife Left Me so I Could be a Girl

I Am The Girl My Wife Did Not Want

As the only child of a single mother I grew up around all things feminine. Having lingerie and stockings drying in the bathroom was normal for me and I always loved how pretty the full cut nylon panties and slips with tons of lace looked.

I lived at home with my mother until she unexpectedly passed away when I was 23 years old. Her passing was a blow to me but she left everything including the house to me, plus a rather sizeable trust fund I knew nothing about until she died. It was more than enough to support me living at home.

As I settled into my new life alone I developed the courage to finally clean out my mother's room and donate her items to charity. What I found in her dresser surprised me as every drawer was filled with 1950's and 1960's era lingerie. Full cut nylon panties of all colors brimming with lace. Full and half-slips and camisoles of all colors also loaded with lace. She also had an entire drawer of bras, garter belts, and stockings. Hanging in her closet was a rather full rack of nylon and lace nightgowns, again in all colors. I found her outer wear dresses and skirts and blouses in a second bedroom. The amount of clothing was truly remarkable.

I have always had a slender body shape and sloping shoulders with a rather pronounced bulge in my hips. I have always been embarrassed at the small size of my penis and ball sack, and on someone as thin as I am it looks even smaller, which tells you just how tiny it is.

At 23 years old I had never been on a date with a girl and I had never ejaculated. I had no one to teach me to masturbate and since I had never cum in my life I seriously doubted I could do it at all. I could have an erection and get hard but nothing ever came out of me and my erection was slightly less than 3 inches when at full hardness.

All of my life my mother had told me she was convinced she was having a girl when she was pregnant with me. She was absolutely certain in her mind. In the days before testing was available, parents had to wait until the baby was born to know what the gender was. My mother always told me how shocked she was when the doctor told her I was a boy.