The Making of Erica - Sperm Loving Crossdresser

I went through a couple of short term girl friends with heavy petting but no intercourse. The guys at the frat house had group sex with some of the Little Sisters of the fraternity, and some of us who didn’t get in on the action, at least got to watch from the rooftop near the window into the room. Cool! Definitely jerked off that night!

I looked at the Frederick’s catalog, began to shop at nearby department stores, and dressed and masturbated. I loved looking at myself, fantasizing about being a woman, and watching as my hand pumped loads of warm sperm out of my manhood!

I met the woman who was to become my first wife and dated her until I graduated and moved away for my first job.

First Marriage
My first wife allowed me to try a lot of things with her. I bought her stockings, garters and sexy things that she would wear for me. I ended up fantasizing more about what she was wearing than about her.

I found that I enjoyed the excitement of shopping for sexy lingerie for her. I would go into department stores, specialty lingerie shops, and even adult book stores to shop. I gave her some of the things I bought, but then I started my own collection. I hid a couple of bags of lingerie in a closet and she never knew. I worked swing shift and she worked days, so I had a lot of time to myself.

I bought sheer baby doll nighties (I remember a frilly pink one and sheer pale blue one, both with matching panties), garter belts, stockings, bras, panties and finally, heels. Just the excitement of shopping for sexy women’s clothing was worth the thrill. I liked to shop while wearing something sexy under my man-clothes. I found that I needed to put a non-lubricated condom on my cock to keep the pre-cum from soaking through my pants! Sometimes, I would come very close to climaxing while I was shopping. That was so cool! If I had reached down and touched my stiff cock, I knew that I would have exploded! It is a real challenge to keep from showing my delight as I shopped, standing in the panty section of a department store with women all around me, as I handled panties and bras! I wondered if any of them suspected that I was shopping more for myself than for a woman.