Brianne in her College Days

In my early days of x-dressing, when I was just getting the feel for what to do and where to go, I was a bit nervous. Maybe more so nervous than excited to be doing what I was doing, but not one event that changed things was when I stumbled upon a bookstore that was just a mile or so from my dorm in college.

I used to dress in my room, scared to death to go outside in fear of someone...anyone seeing me. I would talk to guys online, sometimes pretending to be an actual girl, talking all dirty to them as well as they did with me. Sometimes our fantasies would become so graphic and detailed, I wished I was there taking his cock in me, enjoying every minute of pleasure I was giving him. I wished I was on my knees looking up at him, sucking his huge cock. I would get so turned on by it that I just had to do something.

At this point I had given blowjobs to maybe to guys in my life, and I loved it. But I never got to do it the way I wanted to, as a gurl. I so wanted to be a gurl and I so wanted to be treated like one, maybe not quite like a real girl, but I wanted to be an object of sexual desire. I went out and bought different types of clothes, a black colored with, sexy boots and things like that. I did my best to make myself look like a real girl, but like I said, I was always too afraid to go out. Until one night....

I was dressed in a pair of the tightest, low rise, girly jeans, with a black thong showing just above them. A black sleeveless turtleneck top that showed off my belly and really enhanced my fake breasts. My boots were a glossy black high heel that ran up to just under my knee, but this night they were pretty much hidden under the sexy jeans. My makeup was this sexy blue eye shadow, dark eyeliner and mascara, and the sweetest ruby red lipstick that had a nice gloss to it. Again I was on my computer talking to all these guys in a chat room, who were all under the impress they were talking to some slutty bitch. After a while, I got so into it I had to have some dick, and I had to have it now. There was no way just pleasuring myself was going to take care of it this time.