Am I now a genuine Sissy Slut?

I was extremely nervous as firstly I had never been with a guy before let alone getting fucked,and also I was meeting him at my marital home!
What the fuck am I doing I kept telling myself.
Stop this now before it’s too late I kept telling myself.
But my alter ego “Kirsty” had other ideas.
“Go to the sex shop and buy a Butt plug and some lube and stretch my sissy arse “ the voice was saying.
Two days of wearing the butt plug set starting from the smallest size slowly working up to the largest size and by Wednesday I was ready, I was the total sissy whore ready to take my first Cock.
Ping! He’s in my street, I text him my house number.
He wanted the door left ajar and he wanted me on my hands and knees with my arse in the air by the side of my Marital bed and he was going to walk in and fuck me without talking.
I had to be blindfolded too!!
OMG what am I doing I kept telling myself.
In he walked I could hear him breathing heavy as he walked up the stairs.
I heard him unbuckle his belt throw and take off his clothes.
My heart was pounding.
I had left some condoms and lube on the bedside cabinet.
He slapped my arse a few times before slowly pulling out the buttplug.
I could hear him taking the condom out of the packet and rolling it on to his cock.
A squirt of lube on my sissy pussy and then the feel of his cock prodding my hole.
I was shaking with excitement and fear at the same time.
Before I knew he had entered me slowly but deeply. I couldn’t believe how easy he slid inside me.
Slow deep thrusts before he built up pace, his balls slapping on my arse.
OMG this is insane I’m telling myself.
He pulled out ordered on my marital bed and asked me what side my wife slept on?
Right side I said.
He pushed my face hard into the pillow and rammed is cock hard and fast calling me his slut, his whore.
5 mins of fucking my sissy arse and then a massive loud groan and he collapsed on top of me.
He pulled his cock out and told me not to move.
I felt him lay the condom on my Arse.
He got himself dressed cleaned himself up in the on suite and then before he left he pushed something inside my suspenders.
When I heard him close the front door I took off blindfold to find the used condom stuck to my arse and two £20 notes inside my suspender belt.
OMG he thought I was a prostitute!! Lol