A hard fuck fantasy

I want my man to fuck me. I’ve met him a month ago on the internet, on a transexual dating site. I am a 22 year old transvestite who’s discovered crossdressing at 18 with my ex-girlfriend - or rather in the back of my ex-girlfriend. I started wearing her underwears she had left at my place and began to grow fond of women clothing. Before that, you could say I wasn’t really as straight as I show. I love having my fingers or cock-like objects in my ass since I’m 14.

Anyway, I’ve met this guy on the internet. He engaged contact, showing me a picture of his half-erect 8 inch black cock. I was immediately aroused and started hitting on him, sending him a picture of my asshole. It got worse along the night, and we ended up wanting a meeting. Unfortunately, we couldn’t rejoin as the last train between our towns had left. We kept talking dirty and sending pictures until going off to sleep and finishing jerking.

We have kept in touch through emails. He is in the same situation as me, wanting a discreet relation not known by his wife, or girlfriend, I don’t know exactly. And we have set a meeting two weeks from now. I can’t wait to have him fuck my ass hard. I can’t stop thinking about the time his massive dick is going to enter me and I watch shemale porn dreaming about that moment.

He’s coming to my place. He should come on saturday in the late afternoon and stay until the next day. And he comes for only one purpose: fucking me. I’ll make myself ready before his arrival, taking care of my makeup, my shaving, my haircut and my clothing. I want to choose right now what I’ll wear for him, but my girlfriend must not know of my lover. I’m a bit tempted to buy myself some sexy clothes, as she is wider than me and doesn’t have any mini-skirt the likes I want to be wearing. I’ll have to prepare the bedroom too, setting my phone to tape all my man’ll do to me. I don’t know if I’ll keep it for my own selfish pleasure or if I’ll post it on the internet, that would turn me on, but I fear someone links it to me.